“I am an experiment on the part of nature, a gamble within the unknown, perhaps for a new purpose, perhaps for nothing, and my only task is to allow this game on the part of the primeval depths to take its course, to feel its will within me and make it wholly mine.”

– Herman Hesse

Today is one of those days, when I feel especially experimental... or rather, like the experiment. One that isn't going so well perhaps. One that is being studied by that kid in the back of the room, you remember, the one who never really paid attention - the one who was always blowing things up in the Chem lab...

Then there's that "will" of the "primeval depths"... oh, yeah - there is that. Surrender, you say? "Get in the game and leave it all on the field". What if I'm no good at games? What then...